Stop for a minute and compare some of the worst case scenarios and analyze with or with out alcohol. All of a sudden you are in control. Nothing wrong with a big smile even if you’re by yourself. Our actions will vary from individual to individual just like or fingerprints. As long missed feeling begin to appear good judgment should be well thought and planned. With no plan, plan to fail. Listen to those inner feelings.
Start with 1 day, then 10 days and 10 years comes as if it where yesterday. Make your anniversary day special as that date will appear in places you never dreamed possible. Have a dinner out, you desire it, just do a little math. Even if you spent it alone look at all you have accomplished. You are doing this for yourself and others and be sure to give thanks to all entitled to it.